Living Shamanically

Reflections and Pollinations
Wednesday 28th May 2014
18:40 GMT

 Dear Lunascopers, wishing you all an active, sychronistic and magical Gemini new moon.
Contents of this Lunascope
Gemini New Moon - Wednesday 28th May 14:40 EST/11:40 PST

New Moon Ritual
Mercury Retrograde - 7th June -
1st July 
Readings/Coaching/Shamanic Services
The Shaman's Last Apprentice Book

Look at me 
You may think you see 
Who I really am 
But you'll never know me 
Every day 
It's as if I play a part 
Now I see 
If I wear a mask 
I can fool the world 
But I cannot fool my heart 
Who is that girl I see 
Staring straight back at me? 
When will my reflection show 
Who I am inside? 
I am now 
In a world where I 
Have to hide my heart 
And what I believe in 
But somehow 
I will show the world 
What's inside my heart 
And be loved for who I am 
Who is that girl I see 
Staring straight back at me? 
Why is my reflection 
Someone I don't know? 
Must I pretend that I'm 
Someone else for all time? 
When will my reflection show 
Who I am inside? 
There's a heart that must be 
Free to fly 
That burns with a need to know 
The reason why 
Why must we all conceal 
What we think, how we feel? 
Must there be a secret me 
I'm forced to hide? 
I won't pretend that I'm 
Someone else for all time 
When will my reflection show 
Who I am inside? 
When will my reflection show 
Who I am inside?
 ~ Christine Aguilera, Reflection:



Phew, what an intense few weeks ...Since April, there has been significant change for many of us, and many of us are still reverberating from the impact. Now is the time to take a breath, survey our new surroundings, and use this new moon and new beginning to carry us forward with the new insights and perspectives we have gained.  

The passions, clarity and understanding that were illuminated by the recent Lunar and Solar eclipses, the grand cross and the Scorpio full moon can now be put into action by this Gemini new moon.  

Fortunately, because the Gemini new moon is ruled by Mercury it gives our ideas form and coherence so that we can begin and continue actioning what needs to be done. This is the time to start asking different questions and looking for new perspectives on things. We feel a deeper sense of belonging and connection with others, inspiring us to share our messages, while making it easier to pollinate our ideas and communicate our passions

However, slowing everything down again is our second Mercury Retrograde from 7th June to 1st July. Mercury is going retrograde in the signs of Gemini and Cancer, focusing us on our work and family life. This could very well be a time of finding the right work/life balance. Certainly it will illuminate the various push/pull conflicts we are facing and this period could test our limits and boundaries.

If you have been putting on a brave face, while crumbling inwardly under the pressure of what is expected of you, this could be the moon that brings it to the surface to be dealt with so that you can make those changes.

This may bring up some emotional issues around communication, especially if you have difficulty in speaking your truth when dealing with issues of power and control.  Try not to get sucked into people´s dramas or power games.  The more you can express calmly and sincerely what is in your heart, with clarity, love and compassion, the better the outcome can be.

Be aware not to over-analyze over this moon as you could find yourself ruminating over issues you have no control over. Instead, see the cosmic joke and not get too serious if things become chaotic. Gemini enables us to choose our reactions and responses by giving us the power of perspective. If you become too rational and controlling you will find yourself more stressed and anxious.

When we allow ourselves to surrender and accept life as it is, and not as we would like it to be, we are more able to see that life is always co-creating with us, and recognise the blessings in the burden. It all depends on what reflection you are looking at.

The Gemini new moon reminds us that we are a global community and over this moon we can often see more clearly the magical synchronisities and connections, especially when our intentions are clear and we know exactly what we want to manifest. 

However, the airy Gemini energy can often be scattered so stay focused and prioritize over these next few weeks. Don't lose the main direction of where your passion is taking you or you could find yourself going off on a tangent and wasting valuable time, resources and effort. 

If you do feel wobbly over this moon, do something practical. Run in the park, go swimming, take a Pilates, dancing or yoga class or do something completely different that will take you out of your mind and into your body, so you can hear the messages from your heart.
The Gemini new moon is also a good time for socialising and partying, meeting new people and trying new things, so don't let shyness or fear stop you. We are now well prepared enough to break through the fear and self-doubt and follow the impulse to jump into the unknown.


I will end this Lunascope with the wise words of Sara Paddison, The Hidden Power of the Heart:

Being vulnerable doesn´t have to be threatening.
Just have the courage to be sincere, open and honest.
This opens the door to deeper communication all around.
It creates self-empowerment and the kind of connections with others we all want in life.
Speaking from the heart frees us from the secrets that burden us.
These secrets are what make us sick or fearful.
Speaking truth helps you get clarity on your real heart directives.

Love, Peace and Blessings
Rebekah Shaman xxx



 The Gemini Moon is all about communicating and sharing our passions, ideas, and visions with others. However, many of us are stuck in self-doubt and the inner critic so we don't open ourselves to the possibility of change. 
There is no easy way to breakthrough fear except by just doing it.  The higher the stakes and the more stuck we are in the status quo, the harder it is to jump into the unknown. But the more we deny our heart's desire the more unhappy and frustrated we become.
We are who we think we are, and a Gemini moon is perfect to envision the greatest version of ourselves.  This ritual helps us align with a new vision of who we are becoming, and the confidence to believe it.
Find a time when all your chores are completed and you have some space for you.  Create a sacred space by lighting some incense and candles, and put on some ambient music.  Sit comfortably either on the floor or a chair and breath deeply.  As you draw in the in breath imagine you are drawing up all the fear, anxiety and tension up into your lungs and as you exhale imagine it leaving your body. Do this three times.
Become aware of your body, your toes, calves, knees, thighs, hips, bottom, back, stomach, chest, neck, shoulders, upper arms, elbows, lower arms, hands fingers, throat, face and scalp.
Allow all the stress to ebb out of your body by focusing on the body sensations, and becoming the observer of your thoughts until you feel relaxed and at peace. With your eyes closed invite the greatest vision of yourself to come forth and reveal itself to you.  Remain the observer.
Feelings of anxiety and fear of this greatness may come up but let them pass so that you can calmly and clearly face your greatest vision of who you are.  Silence the inner critic by not getting emotionally attached to what is coming up and allow the vision to get stronger so that every cell of your body is vibrating with this new vision. 
Just allow whatever negative/critical feelings that are coming up, out through the soles of the feet as black sludge. Remember not to bring your thoughts, mind or inner critic into this meditation, just let go of all the negativity as black sludge.  This is about non-attachment so you can face yourself. 
Now send a gratitude prayer to God/Universe/Nature for all the gifts in your life, especially the fear.  Doubt is a precursor to creativity, so that we overcome our mental limitations, go beyond our comfort zones and become more of who we are. 

Feel love, gratitude and compassion flowing around your body and out into the world.  You can name specific people or situations and focus the energy where you want it to go.  This is very powerful as our energy are ripples that vibrate around the planet affecting everything.
For the next two weeks follow your intuition and contact who ever pops into your mind before your rational thinking and insecurities stop you.  You will be amazed at the magic and synchronisities. Remember FEAR is just False Expectations Altering Reality, and the quickest way to breakthrough is by jumping in anyway!!

Mercury retrograde is soon upon us and we have just under two weeks to make a disciplinary effort to complete as much as we can before 7th June.  For those of you who are not familiar with Mercury Retrograde, Mercury is the planet of Communication and every four months it goes retrograde (meaning it looks as if it is going backwards from the perspective of Earth) for about three weeks.

This can have a detrimental effect on any electronic devices, with malfunctions, breakdowns and quirks appearing in the system.  Timing may seem to be out slightly, things may not seem flow as smoothly and usually simple short trips and appointments become more complicated to fulfill.  Likewise, written communications and signed agreements can often look very different after Mercury goes forward again, so it is advisable not to sign anything important or make any life-changing decisions until after 11th July, (this only relates to new opportunities that happen during a Mercury Retrograde. If you have been working on an agreement, property move etc for some time a Mercury Retrograde may slow the process down but it won't change the situation significantly!).

Mercury Retrograde plays an important part in our yearly cycle as it slows things down, enabling us to have a breather from the intense flow of the river.  It gives us the opportunity to re-examine, reflect and revise what we have been working on over the last few months to make sure we are on the right track and clear on our visions and goals.


When we are at a crossroads in our life and uncertain of the next step to take, an Empowerment Reading is a good starting point to find the clarity we have been seeking and realign our intentions and goals.
£65 for a session in person 
£30/50 on Skype.

“You are like a wise woman, an honest friend, a guidance counselor, and a cosmic advisor all in one.  Chele, USA

If you feel a need for more long-term practical guidance, coaching sessions are tailor-made to your needs.  Each week we will use shamanic practice with 'homework' to break through old patterns and behaviour.
Cost: £50 per session.

To say Rebekah has changed my life completely would be a serious understatement! I feel lighter in every way – emotionally, mentally and physically. I know where I am going and more importantly I am really enjoying my journey and my life.”  S. Rothwell, Cookham Interiors

Stand-alone shamanic guidance sessions last approx 90 mins and cost from
£65 upwards depending on what service you are needing.

• Chakra clearing and healing
• Space, home, office, energy clearing
• Energetic Healing
• Cutting the Ties that Bind
• Connecting with our Inner WiseWo/Man
• Soul Retrieval
• Past Life Regression
• Finding your Power Animal
• Shamanic Journeying.

“Using a soul retrieval process, we met the people who were carrying pieces of my life force energy with them.  As I journeyed towards the people who were connected to my feelings of stuck energy, I felt very safe. I could hear her shamanic rattle accompanying me everywhere I visited, releasing stuck energy and returning it to my body”  R. Henderson

Using various shamanic practices learnt over fifteen years after apprenticing to a Peruvian Shaman in the Amazon, My aim is to empower you to find your own inner answers, giving you the courage, faith and support to discover your passion, reignite your creativity, follow your dreams and boldly leap into your future.
When we choose to take personal responsibility for our actions, we understand it’s up to us to make the changes that we want to see in our life, and not need to rely on others, or the external world to change.  Life effortlessly becomes more loving, happy and harmonious.

For more information or to book a session please email me at 

Concessions are also available

More testimonials:
'I'd never had a Tarot reading before, and despite a little 'left-brain' sceptical resistance, I followed my feeling to seek one with Rebekah. After all, for several years now, I have resonated strongly with, and received huge comfort and help from, her bi-monthly Lunascopes. Because of circumstance/synchronicity, we did the reading via Skype and, technical hitches aside, it actually added to the experience of following intuition; I think this was because, when the video camera conked out, I had to feel much more than relying on visual instinct in choosing the cards. I completely trusted in Rebekah's confident, upbeat and skilled approach. She shows the true hallmarks of a professional in that I felt I was her complete focus, while knowing that she offers assistance and guidance to many on a regular basis. The pointers the cards I 'chose' gave and her knowledgeable interpretations, were immensely helpful and spot on, grounding me more firmly in the present and accepting certain things that are unfolding in my life. If you feel drawn to work with Rebekah, honour that feeling and follow through. It was so worth it!' Rob Hilder, UK

“I've let quite a few moons pass since we met in Jan but I wanted to thank you for the insightful reading. Time and time again, I think back to the messages you passed on and the beautiful images of Osho's tarot deck vividly bring them home in my mind. I feel they are very important for my journey and that they will continue to serve me well as I navigate some important changes this year.” Thank you and may your gifts continue to serve many! ~ Junko

My reading with Rebekah was both insightful and accurate. I booked the reading with the intention of gaining clarity around myself and my work and that is exactly what I got. I recommend Rebekah whether you are a novice to "Osho" tarot readings or not. You will get a spiritual direction that cuts through the veil of superficial psychic readings – Rafah Sabbah (UK).

'Thanks so much for the reading Rebekah. I really feel that you were very intuitive and experienced with your interpretation of the cards, and I have come away with a much greater sense of clarity regarding what I need to do next in my life, to get me to the next stage of my life. It was a really worthwhile experience.' ~ Helen (Australia)

“It was a real pleasure working/playing with you today. I could feel the connection between us and the universal energy and i feel we did something that I hope can be a springboard into the new reality I have been aiming to manifest for a while now.” ~ Matt UK


My self-published book is the true story about how I became the Shaman’s Last Apprentice.

It takes the reader from the Andes Mountains of Machu Picchu, where I was working in a hotel, to the Amazon rainforest where I found Don Juanito, an old traditional and local Ayahuasquero Shaman nestled in a tiny village deep in the heart of the Amazon.

The book gives detailed accounts of my breakdown in Machu Picchu, the vision I received that set me on the path, the miracles that led me to finding the Shaman, my secret love affair, local life in the Amazon and the sacred Ayahuasca tradition of the Peruvian Jungle; how it’s prepared, the ceremonies, the visions I experienced and how it awakened me to how we are a part of nature and not apart from it. It is full of inspirational messages from the shaman and my time in the Amazon.

It is a unique book taken from my diary and recorded so that I can share my experience with you and inspire you on your own path of self discovery.

Packed with reflections and insights….a charming and engrossing true story – The Weekly Telegraph (International, UK Derived).
I really loved your book.  Your courage, sense of adventure and wisdom shone from every page.  I felt the happiness and simplicity of life in the Amazon jungle. Thank you - Diana Cooper, Author of ‘Discover Atlantis’
Hi there, am reading your book and halfway through, totally enjoying it. Totally into the message of the indigenous people of the rainforest myself, - Lynne Franks, Author of ‘The SEED Handbook’
‘The Shaman's Last Apprentice provides a well-written, sexy, and absorbing account of a young Englishwoman's journey into the world of Peruvian Ayahuasquero shamans’ - Fred Alan Wolf, Ph.D, Author of The Eagle's Quest and Scientist in ‘What the Bleep do we Know?’, San Francisco
Angeli Shori recently lent me a copy of your book 'The Shaman's Last Apprentice'. I read it in a few hours and found it both compelling and extraordinary.  You are a very talented writer. – Leda Sammarco, Writers Coach

I read your book yesterday  - it was so gripping that I woke this morning at 6am to read more and I finished in on the tube on the way to work this morning - it had me in tears, laughing, feeling your fear and your strength and I am in complete admiration for everything that you went through in the jungle you really earned your surname! Eleanor Niblock, UK
Thank you for your very interesting and highly readable book (which I finished yesterday morning). With a good director it could be made into an excellent film, all the right ingredients for a big success are there. John Prewer, UK
 I read your book pretty much straight through and really liked it.  It was very inspirational and just what I needed to prompt me into action again. Vicky Lewis, London
I read your book online and it’s exceptional – couldn’t stop reading! Your writing is excellent and alive – great to see photos after reading the book. Peter Forrest UK
Thank you so much, I think reading your book has changed my life and my thinking, it was absolutely a pleasure to read - I only wish it had lasted longer! Katie Simmons, London
I finished reading your book some weeks ago, I'm sorry I didn't get round to emailing you sooner.  It really is very beautiful and I was moved by it, congratulations on this spiritual work of art! I also felt sad at the end about how you left in that way. Justin Hoffman, UK
I was entranced by your book as soon as I saw it. I have started reading the book properly & am getting very much indeed from it. It is beautifully written too. Mike Ryan
Imagine my delight at dawn, after dancing through the night, when I opened the first page of your book to find the poem by Rumi that we both know all too well.. After the first few pages, I get a sense of a fine adventure. I can see that you have traveled a path with heart. Mark Grundland, UK

Ian finished your book and loved it very much. I am reading it now and taking my time because i don't want to finish it too quickly. Nina, France
I've just finished your book which I enjoyed very much. What an amazing time you had. Annie Tatham Mannall
Started reading your book.  Gosh...I'm just holding on tight, getting ready for the ride! Ravelle Suban, London
A few weeks ago, I finally picked up The Shaman's Last Apprentice - I don't know why it took me so long!  Well, I have to tell you that I couldn't put it down - it is truly brilliant. I've read a number of spiritually inclined books in my time, but I genuinely think it's one of the best I've seen. It is truly an honour to read such a book and to know you - it made it all the more of an experience.  I wish you every luck with it - it exudes quality of the highest order. Truly wonderful. James Eckhardt, UK

Your story touched me, Rebekita. You are a very courageous person to drop it all and walk into the unknown in such a dramatic fashion. That your questions were answered in the way they were brought tears to my eyes. Frank Campos. USA

I loved your book and it really touched me and made me cry. Koogie Smith, UK

Hi Rebekita, I've read your beautiful gift of a book and your journey resonates so closely with mine. What the shaman said to you sang to my soul. I hope to hear from you and thank you for your story. Julia Morton, UK

Have just finished reading your beautiful book. I feel the world is all the better for it being here and will commend it to many. Very heartening how different paths can resonate to the same truth. Michael Finesilver, UK

Faye made notes from her reading of it and we both continually refer to them as a reference work of spiritual truth and inspiration – Ian and Fay Lawson, Mexico
Wonderful incredible beautiful journey I enjoy reading and again and again - Cheryl jay, South Africa
Thank you Rebekita for having the courage and conviction to follow your dream, I know that is not always an easy thing to do, yet because you did, you have brought through a most powerful, inspiring and much needed book to assist others on their journey home.  Sarah Charlton, UK
Your book was so inspiring, so honest and from the heart, it really gave me hope in these challenging times, as do your poems - Sarah Watson, USA

Some Info About Me..This Lunascope is inspired to help us to become realigned with the Rhythm of the Planet, through flowing with the natural cycles of the year and the eight Ancient Festivals of celebration that mark and define our annual cycle. The more we live within the natural flow, the more magic and harmony we will experience in our lives.

In 1998, while working in Peru, I was called by a Shaman in a vision that he had the answers to some of the questions I had about my existence and reason for why I am on the planet. So I flew to the Amazon and found the Shaman nestled in a tiny village deep in the Amazon Jungle. While living with him and his family I experienced first-hand that we are a part of, not apart from, Mother Earth and all life forms and Nature is a symbiotic partner for our survival. By destroying our natural world, we are destroying ourselves, and quickly.

We have been bamboozled by a corrupt calendar and even more corrupt concept of time. Through concepts like ‘time is money,’ we have gradually forgotten our symbiotic relationship with the Earth and natural environments. Indigenous communities, since time began had a higher vision for humanity and the Earth.

I have also written a book, ‘The Shaman’s Last Apprentice,’ about my experiences in Peru that contains messages I received from my teacher Don Juanito and Ayahuasca. It’s available to buy at my website or

I am very happy to share my Lunascope but if you do use any part of it please credit me and my website so people can subscribe.
Thank you,
R.S x x x

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